...and the voice says:
"You will never accomplish what you want."
"For you, sir, nothing will work out like it should."
"You are nothing special."
"Happiness is a luxury you will never afford."
"Try as hard as you can, so that when you fail (and you will always fail) you can say that you tried."
Even in my most joyful times, the voice lingers and says, "Don't get used to this." I have spent years, not killing the voice, but gaining comfort in the fact that I am not alone in my struggle to destroy this voice; that there are others just like me who fight against the same voice who says similair things to them. I hope to one day destroy this voice; with what, I don't know. But for now I suppose i will just keep fighting, one day at a time.
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Ahh, I know that voice. Sometimes I think I've kicked him to the curb, but in the past few weeks, he's not only been knocking on the door, but has made himself a bed on the couch... bah humbug.
However, the sun continues to rise and set regardless, so I figure it's another day for me to figure out how to change that voice's point of view...
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